At that moment...

I wanted her
It was a public place
The parking lot at the Bennigan’s
I had to have her
She wanted me
I had a schedule
I had to work
She knew that
She toyed and teased
I played and hungered
The power of sexuality
consuming my every thought
my every action and sense was enveloped in a hot blanket of sex
my flesh sweat
my soul ached
I could consume her
I wanted to
The time moved forward
rapidly closing on the scheduled work
I had to go
she wanted me to stay
my body wanted to obey
my heart yearned for my mind to listen to my body
but the struggle was futile and I left
Never again did I get to taste the smell of her sex
Never again did she grasp my very existence into her hands
Never again did I hear her breathe in my ear
Never again did she allow me any of her pleasures

now I have to search my soul to be...


...at that moment

10/24/95
1:52pm
R. David Paine III